emshab bad az modat haa sedasho az paie tel shenidam,,,
chand rooz pishaaAm to on rooze mehi badjor be yadesh oftade bodam,,, khily dos dashtam behesh begam beia berim baham yekam ghadam bezanim,..
bi janbam na...!? ye modat adam shode bodama.. dashtam yad migereftam tolani modat baahash chat konam o ghat nazanam,,!! ama zaheran baz bando aab dadam...
del chize gharibeie.. khily gharib
onghad ke khily vaghta mano shegeft zade karde o karaE karde ke fekr nemikardam
kash mishod emshabam mese on moghe sarih behesh begam dosesh daram...
afsoss...
bloge nazi ra oftaad
ye post khondam ke neveshte bod mikhad bere hamedan vase tavalode dostesh ,,,
yadam omad ke on rooza manam davat bodam o naraftaaam
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va ma be in natije residim ke hamihe ham morore khaterat khob niss,,
dar vaghe khily ham bade
parishab goftam ke adami ke kalameeie SEFID baarash maneie khas dashte bashe o be fekr bebarash bedarde mordan mikhore
ama khob vaaghean bodanesh o didanesh baaEs shod kalameie range seifd baraie man manaie khasi dashte bashee,,,
aksaran sefid miposhid,,
khilyAm behesh meumad..
yadam madar bozorgam bod ya madaram nemidonam,, be har hal yekishon bod ke az pedar bozorge pedari chenin naghl kard ke vaghti afrad dore ham minshestan o az ghadim nadima gele gozari mikardan o harfaaie nakhoshayanade marbote be khily pish ha ro mizadan ke are masalan yadete yaroo chi goft o chikar kard o to injori gofti o inaaaaaaa,,, cheninnn migoft ke :
""" lahaf kohne ha ra natekanid ke az beeynash koli shepesh dar ayad o be jaane hameie ma ravad""
alan hekayate manam hamine\
nemidonam lahaf kohne ro betekonam ya na
bekham bavar konam ya na farghi be haalam nemikone,, haghihgat ine ke hame chiz tamum shode,,,
ama fek ke nazi bargashte bayad lye chizo azash beporsam
on be estelah 40% ke moshkele talan bod
baayad beporsam hala ya mostaghim ya gheyre mostaghim ke laAghal be khoda sabet konam ke hagh ba man boode o raftare emrooze man harchi ke bashe hichhhhhhhhhhhh tasire mosbat ya manfi roie nazi nadare o aslan narahti dar kar nist o inaa,,,
hala inke bade porsesh o bedast omadane natije,, in natiije ro nashr bedam ya na,, dge nemidonam,,
harche az ye chiz motmaaEnam
ke che nashr bedam che nadam
ghasde HICHHHHH GONE mosadere be matlob kardani az in majara nadaram
dar vaghe talashesho bi hode midonam o garche dar rahe manzele leyli ke khatar hast dar an sharte aval ghadam aan ast ke majnon bashiiiii,, ama fek konam bish az in khodamo kharab nakonam behtare
ala aayoohaaall,, dar edameie picheshe dolme ghasde in harekate soAli ra darim hala keey,,, khoda midaaaanaaaaad
ba ghame eshghe to ahdi ke bebastim nakhofttt
bar hamaanim ke bastim khoda midanaaaad