yadam madar bozorgam bod ya madaram nemidonam,, be har hal yekishon bod ke az pedar bozorge pedari chenin naghl kard ke vaghti afrad dore ham minshestan o az ghadim nadima gele gozari mikardan o harfaaie nakhoshayanade marbote be khily pish ha ro mizadan ke are masalan yadete yaroo chi goft o chikar kard o to injori gofti o inaaaaaaa,,, cheninnn migoft ke :
""" lahaf kohne ha ra natekanid ke az beeynash koli shepesh dar ayad o be jaane hameie ma ravad""
alan hekayate manam hamine\
nemidonam lahaf kohne ro betekonam ya na
bekham bavar konam ya na farghi be haalam nemikone,, haghihgat ine ke hame chiz tamum shode,,,
ama fek ke nazi bargashte bayad lye chizo azash beporsam
on be estelah 40% ke moshkele talan bod
baayad beporsam hala ya mostaghim ya gheyre mostaghim ke laAghal be khoda sabet konam ke hagh ba man boode o raftare emrooze man harchi ke bashe hichhhhhhhhhhhh tasire mosbat ya manfi roie nazi nadare o aslan narahti dar kar nist o inaa,,,
hala inke bade porsesh o bedast omadane natije,, in natiije ro nashr bedam ya na,, dge nemidonam,,
harche az ye chiz motmaaEnam
ke che nashr bedam che nadam
ghasde HICHHHHH GONE mosadere be matlob kardani az in majara nadaram
dar vaghe talashesho bi hode midonam o garche dar rahe manzele leyli ke khatar hast dar an sharte aval ghadam aan ast ke majnon bashiiiii,, ama fek konam bish az in khodamo kharab nakonam behtare
ala aayoohaaall,, dar edameie picheshe dolme ghasde in harekate soAli ra darim hala keey,,, khoda midaaaanaaaaad
ba ghame eshghe to ahdi ke bebastim nakhofttt
bar hamaanim ke bastim khoda midanaaaad
ke intooorr...
mirin ghadam mizanin haaa
okkkk
okkkkkkkkkk
goftam mikhy zod bekhabi alaki nist,,,, labod ba khoodet gofti age begam farda mikhaym berim onam mifahme pa mishe meiaaaad
haaaa???!?!?..
bashe...
baaaaaaaaaaashe,,,
alan one
vaaa khob kojahaaa seyr mikone,,, nemidonam
baaEd nis be zodi ye pmi bedim o ye ahval porsi konim
harf haie roozmare
taze,, age asabani nabashe
hodode 1saAt pish az nobahar rad shodam,,, dge ende harkate ke moghe gardesham vase adam khatere tadaaE she,, onam che khaterehaaEE
on gol forosheiee,, on gol dadane sare charaheee,, on bastaneiee
khatere haaie khobi ke emrooz narahat konandann
khily jalebee
shayad injor mavared tanha mavaredeie ke khateratesh rang avaz mikonan,, behtarin hash momkene tabdil be ghamnak konande tarinesh beshannn
.................
chaandom bood..
fek konam 14 Om
zood gozasht,, ama sakht gozasht
va dar vaghe shayad bara to gozashtt
amaa man gahi ba etefaghati ya nahib haaE chonan to on rooza gharar migiram ke mibinam naaa
nagzashtee
che zood
che dir
bara man nagzashte....